Thanks John and Deb for replying.
I suppose my post was crammed full of info and just as it fell out of my head, not really clear. I did hope there would be some positives in there for new starters while showing there is a journey to experience. A couple of steps back here and there really show how good it can be when you get there.
Yes John, I am really happy with where I am at now. My overeating has stopped and my weight is coming off. I feel full after each meal and rarely eat morning or afternoon tea. I don't even think about food in between meals.
Part of my journey was realising that I didn't need food any more, especially for emotional times which is a big part of some people's food addiction, and had to accept that dealing with issues didn't mean food would be the fix. My daughter pointed out that maybe I would deal with the issues instead of stuffing food into them. That's a fair thing to say. There have been times that I have had a binge because I felt emotional but then for the next few days the thought of food nearly made me sick, so until it clears from my system, I just wait till I am hungry again and then I am back on my good eating path again.
I am happy that I now know the difference and have the ability to stop because my body is able to tell me when enough is enough.
And I am ok when travelling now because I have treats for both him and I. He can eat mine if he likes but I don't even try to eat his because now they aren't even a temptation. I have my own foods and I am ok with that. I know I feel so much better because of it.
One thing I forgot to mention before is I had headaches most of my life - and now without sugar, they are GONE! I don't even carry panadol or nurofen any more. I know when I have tested sugar because I get a faint pain but then it's gone as the sugar goes so that has helped fix my sugar trials too. I would never have known sugar was overloading me to that point if I hadn't gone without it to start with. And without David's research I would never have gone without sugar.
Hooray for David!